Just a Thought on a Saturday Morning on Bullet Journal, Jesus Christ, and Miracle Morning
September 03, 2016
Hi there!
I've been asking myself, 'What really is your problem?' 'Why can't you stop beating yourself?' 'Why do you think everyone's just gonna hurt you, bully you and eventually leave you?'
My mind was clouded for the past few weeks. I have been getting unhappy days with little to no reason at all. My previous 'illness' of forgetting things is now going back again and I don't know what's happening.
Can't focus. Wants to do many things at once. Multi-tasking obviously is not a friend, stabbing me on my back.
Now that I am into Bullet Journal, I realized many things in my life.
I feel very disorganized when it comes to my things, I have been talking negatively to myself. But now, I am really considering BuJo to be my partner for the next months and will see what will happen to me.
I am now a fan of Miracle morning which leads me to appreciating life as a whole
One thing as well, I am not regularly going now to church, same with Bible reading. It really affects me that I feel so down whenever I think that I can't control myself over these things.
Good thing that if there's one person who will never leave me nor condemn me, it's Jesus Christ. I know and I feel that He never left. I just don't recognize His presence but I know deep within me that I am His.
Part of my Miracle morning is scribling that's why I am doing this. Letting my emotions flow into writing.
Not sure if I will make this blog public to my friends but as of the moment, I want to savor the thought that no one really know this blog of mine and what I am feeling. I'll just let google do his work if someone stumbles on this blog through keyword search.
If you're reading this though, please let me know.
Love lots,
Self
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