I started to join the group last May or April but honestly, I feel that I am really part of the group just this month.

I know that I have personal issues that restrained me to be close to the team. However, I am just glad that little by little, I am now closer to them. 

However, I feel like one of my new colleagues is somewhat a bully which I don't like. I don't want to confront her but I just want to stop her from bullying me, even if that means those are just jokes for her. But for me, I think I just want respect and a line dividing my as her 'superior'. (Though I really never felt this that much)

Anyway, we had a very happy night and I am happy, so happy that we ate together and talked and laughed about things!

Maybe I am not really into their jokes but then again, I am trying to be with them and be close to them.

Thank you Jesus for all second chances.