I don't know when these tears will stop falling

I don't know when this heart will truly froget the pain

I don't know what my mind should be thinking

I don't know what I should do with everything that I am going through

You will always be the love of my life,

You will always be the most lovable person I will ever meet

You will always be that man who will I forever love

Even if that means I will never be your forever love

I sometimes think what it feels like to be her

I sometimes think what if I was her

I sometimes think what if the 'her' in her was me, and were together, happy and free

If only I can be her, but I will never be

If only I can erase her face in our picture,

If only I can get her out of your mind

If only I can be your number one

But I will always be your number two

Even if you will never say it in front of me,

I know you also want to let go

Maybe it's just me who keeps on holding on

And you're just there for me to not feel alone

I feel you are holdingthe rope for too long already

And I just dont want you to let go so Im holding your hand,

helping you not to let go

But what I dont know Is that you really want to let go

Maybe I will never be the one for you

Maybe I will forever be just the pathetic rebound

Maybe one day I will realize I also need to let go

But I think the time is not just now.

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